Why is it that i care for people who either use me an/or do not care for me? wby is it that ive been lony for over 22 years but i still believe andd try to find integrity in everyone? Why is it i can love but have not been loved? I will no longer post and bither ANyone else. Dam . . . i couldnt even buy a Siberian husky or any dog for companionship. Therfore i reject life.